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Super fun time spent with the choir again. Had lunch with brother before gg up to the rock. thought we were late, rushed like crazy, but in the end... hahaha. should have just rested more on e outside too. but we din make anyone angry today, so praise God.
Practice was kinda weird. It started off realli bad. e tension was realli high as wendy din seem very happy tat we din practice(hey, who would??) anyway, we got e parts right, n as time went by, it just got livelier n livelier. n happier as well. guess when everyone's heart is just towards e Lord, things just work out fine. hahaha. prac with the band was realli fun. seeing all of them gg gaga. Pastor Lawrence was superbly funny, n Deacon Daniel realli surprised me with his antics as well. Ronnie came as no surprise, being his usual joking self. Adeline, Angie n Zandra all showed their wacky side. Sean as well... All in all, it was a realli fruitful n wonderful time spent not only with the pips in choir, but with God as well, cos He was surely in the midst of us. :)
Also, wendy said something abt me n someone today tat realli caught my attention... n it aroused happiness... n fears. guess e past still comes back to haunt me... funny thing is i know in my head tat e past is e past, n tat i've grown, but the devil just keeps attacking my trust in e flesh, which sad to say is still surviving in fragments here n there... argh, want so much to be rid of it once n for all... trusting in e flesh... gosh, i sound so un-tigger today... so melancholic... grrr... usually i wun even bother myself with these kinda things... usually i can just disregard it without second thoughts... why?? is tat someone just too important to me?? is it tat i'm just overreacting?? or is it tat i'm just being attacked so heavily cos something good is abt to happen n e devil is working overtime?? i seriously want to believe it's e last option... but my heart is just giving way to e attacks... Lord, guard my heart... hahaha. dual meaning. argh... i'm being so vulnerable now... boohoo... boohoohoo...
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