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Choir Practice
tonight was a wonderful night of practice. had dinner with 3 wonderful brothers - dunstan, wee boon n asher. had wonderful fellowship, thou it's abt kids n bittergourds. heeheehee.
anyway, why i wanted to write abt tonight's choir prac is becos wendy said something tat realli touched my heart - tat we WILL see the prophecies coming to pass, n NOT by our own efforts, but by His faith. in this case, wendy was talking abt worldly fulfilments - finances, health, relationships etc.
in a sense, i'm realli glad as i'm always taken care of by Daddy to always not care abt these things. guess wat wendy said abt guys being TOO bochup is quite true, in certain aspects. hahahaha. praise God tat i just supernaturally dun pay super much attention to getting higher wages, better life, more soothing voice, or even a girlfriend. this to me was quite a nice surprise as i just realised tat recently, i've just concentrated on Him so much. i love finding more n more abt Him - especially His love for me. i love singing to Him. i love just talking to Him, thou some of my frens think tat i'm gg crazy. i love the simple truth of Him being around n IN me all the time, not a single second away from me. i love the fact tat He told me,
"Son, see. see tat I Am all around you, all the time. not up in heaven far away from you. I Am here. right beside you. beside you, above you, below you n IN you. I love you."
i love it when He said 'see'. cos i know He wants me to be so full of Him n not my current situation. n funny thing is, as i do tat more n more unknowingly, the things around me get solved supernaturally. my dad is having suppers with me again. my singing abilities improved even before gg to mary tan(but i'm still gg :p)
but all these things dun matter to me. all i want is Him. more n more of Him. everyday. every hour, every minute, every second. call me crazy, call me desperate, cos i'm both. i'm crazy n desperate. for Him. n i just love it tat way. :) all of a sudden, i feel so...
completed. i'm a work still in progress, but yet i feel tat i'm a work done. cos now i know. all work IS completed n done. by Him on the cross. I'm complete now, cos now 'I' can be called His son.
~shalom.~
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