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blogging time!!! wahahaha.
finally... a free time slot to blog all i want!!! woohoo!!!
just had a good nap after service... man, today's msg was SUPER SUPER awesome!! (has it ever not been so?? wahahaha.)
just gotta love Pastor for e way tat he shares straight into my heart. gosh, u gotta love him for tat.
n woohoo!!! camp is one week away!!! yeeeeoooossshhhhhhh!!!! woohoo!!!
tis is gg to be a superbly-overabundantly-superexceedingly-profoundly blessed week, cos Daddy is altogether loving me SOOOO much!!!
hallelujah.
well, pastor said something today tat i din write down in my notebook, but something which i hold dear to my heart. e one abt trials n perseverence. n here, i would like to give glory n thanx to non-other than my favorite Abba, on whose lap i'm sitting on. wahaha.
realli, if i had to go through wat i went through in church while i was still in e world, i would have no doubt tat i would have survived... in a scaringly warped n twisted way. i would have hated e world more(it doesn't deserve hating anyway, cos God created all things good for ME!! :p), detested everyone around me, abhorred everything tat occurred - good or bad. worst thing is - i would have secretly but surely... blame myself. n tat is exactly wat e devil wants.
from young, he has been tormenting me. whenever i get close to Christ, he would try ways n means to drive me to near insanity in hopes tat i would give up. n a few times i did. but so wat!?!?! Daddy still found me, n here i am, in His love, on His Rock, under His wings, carried on His shoulders, flying high as an eagle in e wind. n man do i marvel at where He has brought me.
i'm having a well paying job(good enuf to pay for all my current family needs, but thank e Lord for more!! heehee. it's here. i know it. :) ), a family which was broken but now growing n gel-ing together again. a favor tat is so supernatural, tat ppl ask me wat makes me different now. (i was like deacon chin last time... suay ga liao one. wahahahaha) n yet now, i'm super favored, wif boss at work, frens, n even fellow servers. e things tat i say a lot of times r realli not edifying, but still they stick around me. i realli realli attribute tat to Jesus, cos He had a natural favor wif ppl. n they were drawn to Him wifout Him saying a word. but still, i thank e Lord for a refined n gentlemanly anthony, who speaks forth only words of encouragement. ppl, SAY AMEN. :p heehee.
n other than all these change in my life, i realised e greatest change came from within. i myself is such a changed man. from a sinner to Jesus. from a boy to a man, from someone who lives perpetually in foolishness n cowardice n childishness, to a man who takes responsibility tat sometimes feel too much for his own good, but glory be to God who is His strength. hallelujah. from a denial to an affirmer. from a cry-baby to a joy-giver(crying during worship DUN COUNT!!! *bleah.) from a guy who was stuck in self-pity n pride(it's a wonder how these 2 come in perfect harmony wif each other to destroy yourself), to a guy who takes on a confidence not of His own, but of e One whose glory never fails.
glory to Daddy.
where was i?? oh, yes, thanking Daddy. realli... thank Him n praise Him. all glory, n power, n honour n blessings n love be unto tat name... tat sweet, loving, kind, passionate, gentle, caring, yet altogether holy, powerful, demon-driving, wind-changing, world-shaking name. Jesus. tat name rewrote e whole of human's history, as His-story now reigns in so many ppl's lives... tat His sacrifice has become a source of Hope. a Hope tat never fails. even luke skywalker got to step one side. as deacon daniel affectionately puts it... no one walked on water. except Him. n becos of Him, we now walk on seas of glass. hallelujah.
oh, side track a bit. sorry huh. sea of glass means clarity also. dun need to explain tat right?? tat why i try to walk into a shopping mall n u say ouch... cos u din notice e sign tat says "beware of glass." k, not funny. anyway... clarity to?? clarity to our blessings. cos wat's in e oceans?? fishes... n wat do fishes symbolise?? yes yes... Jesus... tat's true, cos some time ago, ppl use e symbol of e fish to represent Jesus... but now... from e bible, we see tat fishes r our blessings... why?? Jesus asked e fishermen to throw their nets, then they caught fish... then when e boy 'supplied' e 5 fishes(blessings of grace. :) ), Jesus multiplied them. blessings... understand?? dun understand, come ask me in MSN k?? heehee. :)
kk, back to... back to wat huh?? haiyoh... anyhow babble until forget wat i want to say liaoz. wahahaha.
oh, yes yes, i'm closing. (any similarity of preaching a sermon is purely coincidental. ;p)
well, God is realli a good God. He loved e world so much tat He gave up something tat is so dear to Him. i loved wat emmanuel shared, tat heaven is like a stronghold n storeroom of everything, including healed hearts n lungs n body parts... including a flawless, smooth, clean, n pimple-less face!! hallelujah... but yet, there is only ONE Son. n He did not hesitate to give Him up for us. anyway would be foolish to give up his loved ones for a bucket of worms. but hey, in tis case, e One who did it, is beyond our understanding. i dun care how 'foolish' He is(ya, like He's not e One who knows everything in e first place), all i see is His love for me, 1 of tat billions n zillions of worms... but yet, He gave up His Son for me. i'm worth tat Son to Him. :)
n so r u. whoever u r, watever happened to u, know tat it's no big matter, n it doesn't matter, cos Jesus realli loves u. n He realli wants to let u know tat. n if u dare to trust Him(if u r a non-Christian, n u r reading tis, n u feel tat ur life is realli not worth living... why not just try to trust Him for once??), He will perform miracles for u. yes, He would. not i say say, but e Word of e most high God say so. He WILL deliver you from harm. so long as u r His child, tis Father will never leave u nor forsake u. He made u n created u n brought u into tis world for a purpose. a purpose tat may be far greater than ur wildest dreams. n trust me, His purpose, is to love u, n let u enjoy n live a life tat's so full, u can't help but praise Him. in tat case, He gets all e glory. so believe Him. u wun want it any other way...
every head bow n every eyes closed... EHH!! :p (once again... any likeness to tis sounding like preaching is purely coincidental. :p)
k!!! share finish liaoz!!! wahahahaha. next up... revelations n blessings tis past week!!! dun miss it!! :)
shalom, favored Ones
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