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i dun know wat He wants...
i dun know exactly wat He wants for me.
wat i want may not be wat He wants.
wat i think is e best for me, is not necessary e best for me.
only He knows wat is e best.
He knows exactly wat to do, when to do it, how to do it, n why He has to do it.
me?? i'm a fool living under His mighty wings.
me?? i'm a sinner redeemed by The Holy One.
me?? i'm a vagabond ushered home by e Best Guide n Caretaker in e world.
me?? i'm just a child being loved by e most amazing Daddy in e entire universe.
realli, there r many things i realli dun understand abt Him.
why? for what??
but all You say is... "I'll be here." "I'll be waiting here".
:)
tis r e words from final fantasy 8, on e poster on my wall. words tat e Lord speaks to me, planted in my room for at least 5 years, n yet from then, it was meant for a time as tis. such is e love n e power of God above...
realli, i realli got to give glory to Him for all tat He has done for me throughout these days. e times when i realli seriously needed love. He was there. no one was around, only i knew abt it. n He. He knew exactly wat i was gg thru, n He knows why i'm gg thru. even more than i do. i'm lost, like a wandering sheep, calling out for e Shepherd, n He sent tat Shepherd n a fellow Sheep 2000 years ago. just for me.
why i said fellow Sheep?? simple. cos e Lord knew i wat i was gg to go thru 2000 years ago. n He sent a Sheep tat i could identify wif, n vice versus, could identify wif me. He came down to my level. He stoop low, so low where i was, to minister to me, to tell me one truth... tat He still loves me. where i am, when i am, how i am, why i am, n best yet, WHAT i am. He still loves me. His love never fails.
listening to testimonies n accounts, a week ago n tonight, regarding e item, my soul was so touched. cos all their situations were so like mine, in a way or another. all had lost faith somehow, but His faith never fails.
2nd Thess 3:2-3
same old verse tat touched me a few months back. now tat i read it again, it brings back so much memories. of victories then, of laughters n merry hearts, of love n peace n joy. n it strengthens me. in these days, it gives me hope. not hope of better days to come, but rather, a life tat i know in His hands, will be e best for me, thou there will be a dark day or 2, but still, He triumphed 2000 years ago. no needs for fighting again, no needs for extra-time battles n skirmishes. cos He's already won e war. n i'm so glad, tat He is for me. hallelujah.
shalom.
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