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Friday, June 03, 2005
. whoa... pastor lawrence was SOLID ah!!]
whoa... pastor lawrence was SOLID ah!!whoa, wat a shiok sermon!!
wat a powerful, anointed, blessed, home-grown man of God!!
woohoo!!
n again... wat a shiok sermon.
Father, praise You for moving so strongly in tis service. Thank You for loving me so much so much. thank You for making it seem as thou e sermon was just for me. thank You. You are always so good to me... hallelujah.
e sermon spoke to me a lot. cos of e issue tat i faced during e 'dark ages'. i doubted God then. i realli did. i had no peace too. pastor fell. me too. he fell for a long time. but praise be to God, mine was not even noticable. praise be to God, tat His love outshone my blindness, tat His warmth outweighted my emptiness. hallelujah. He picked me up. so strongly n lovingly. no condemnation, no arguments. just love. love of e purest degree.
in tis period of time, i learnt so many things. how to be patient. how to be faithful. how to be joyful in e circumstances n faces of adversities. cos in e first place, there are NO adversities!!! how can there be anything tat can stand before me n God!?!?! there r none. hallelujah.
n praise be to God, all glory to e Risen One, that He built me into a stronger anthony. a stronger, more gentlemanly, more manly, more mature anthony. a man who would look to God inspite of adversities. by His grace, i know tat He will keep me in His love n mercy. cos now i've experienced it. how it feels like to abandon n to be found. how it feels like to forsake n yet not be forsaken. pushing Him away, only to find Him holding n hugging me nearer, closer, tighter. how wonderful a love. how marvellous a Saviour. no words can describe Him, other than... - perfect. n in this perfect love, anthony shall grow. day by day, as anthony look to his Brother's death n resurrection, as His nature manifest more n more in him, anthony shall grow to be e man tat e Lord wants him to be. a man after God's own heart. hallelujah.
after e service, finally received kimz letter. wat a marvellous sister. praise God for her. she gave me a verse tat pastor lawrence shared - Jeremiah 29:11. n i love it when i'm reminded of His love!! again n again!! woohoo!!!
n wat e choir pple shared after sermon... woohoo!! God was realli present. i could literally feel Him all around. so shiokz man!! heeehee.
here's wat we shared.
3 daughters of Job. their names, if arranged, goes in line wif wat pastor has been preaching a few months ago - matt 6:33. seek yee first His kingdom n His righteousness, n all these things shall be added unto you.
day by day, as we see His glorious death n resurrection, n how it brings us His grace, we will SEE, wif beautiful eyes, wider, into His blessings n fruits. :) n oh, there's a nice part too. job was not a christian. but yet, God bless Him wif double portion.(verse 10.) e number 10 signifies law, n in law he was blessed double. in REST(verse 15 - talking abt e 3 daughters n their inheritance), we will inherit GODLY portions.(3 signifies tri-pa-tied) hallelujah.
shiok?? hehe, i shared more... but realli cannot remember liaoz. next time be there at e gathering at e saints. wahahaha. but seriously. be there. e Lord asks us to not forsake e assembly of e saints. n yes, i know, sometimes it may seem 'flaky' tat we always talk abt tis revelation n tat revelation. but OOOHHHH...(think buddybell. :p) e powerful of e Word, tat sozos... hallelujah. i love e word. heehee. anyway, thank God for e anointing to see into e word n deeper into His revelations. yay!! i love being a revelation junkie. so edifying unto urself, n unto others as well. :)
anyway, tis is wat roughly happened toNIGHT. heehee. e day... well, it's 3.20am. i need to sleep. i'll type another time ya?? will give glory to Him who created such a wonderful blessing for me. thank You Daddy!!!
in Your promises i still trust. where, when, how, why, WHO. i leave it into Your hands. i... will just praise You n glorify my Daddy!!! YOU!!! hallelujah!!!
*everything i need!! is YOU!!! my beginning my forever!! hallelujah!!
*but for Your grace, i could not be saved.
*but for Your grace, i would go my way.
*i'm forever grateful, tat You have been faithful, to me Lord.
*for Your amazing grace...
shalomz.
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