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so much has happened. where do i start?
oh gosh. i'm kinda lost right now.
since e last entry just before leaving for aust(hehe, it's a secret entry. *bleah!!), a lot has happened. good n bad, but in both ways, it's a blessing cos i know He allows things to happen to me FOR A REASON. n there r no such things as bad things happening to me cos no such thing shall come against me, even if it happens to ppl around me.(not fellow christians of cos, cos we r all protected!!)
anyway, in regards to e bad thing, let's just say tat it's lack of wisdom for my part. stupid old foolish me has made another stupid choice. dumb dumb move. n well, it has reached a stage whereby it implicates something tat i realli realli hold dear to me. but well, His gifts n calling r irrevocable. tat's e truth n i hold on to tat. i shall praise Him, on stage or in e closet. everywhere will be e same. tat's between me n Him. :)
n also, ppl has been talking to me abt a particular someone. things said in regards to tat person were... well, not particularly pleasant. but well, how i see tat person does not depend on all these words, so yup. n better still... i'm not seeing tat person anyway. wahahahaha. tat sounds real funny to me. sorry. pardon my shadiness abt tis issue.
n well, bad thing done with... good things!!!
woohoo!!!
hills was fantabulously(thanx bao for e new word!!) AWESOME!!! i received so much. many valuable lessons i learnt. e first service i went to was john maxwell preaching abt wisdom!! hahaha. praise e Lord. think e Lord realli wants me to grow in tis area. n well, everyday, i pray tat He show me more in tis area. cos pastor said tat if there's an area in ur life in which u r lacking, it means tat u r lacking revelation first-hand. :) praise God. so yup... i want more revelation in tis area of wisdom. :) n tada!! He was so good to just show tat to me throughout e conference. cos He talked so much thru e preachers to me. so wonderful. to say e truth, i din realli enjoy reinhard bonnke's message as much as i tot i would... guess e things he preached abt evagelism just din touch me just as much. but his message abt e fire of e Spirit was realli great. love it so much. hahaha. he was talking abt how e disciples were all touched n anointed wif tat tongue of fire(e Holy Spirit) in tat upper room, n tat realli shook me awake. there's no need to run after anointing after anointing. cos HIS anointing for u, is branded n sealed just for you. n no other pple's anointing can be transferred to u anyway. woah. tat blew me away. so coolz!! His anointing for me is of HIS portion for me. n tat's more than enuf. no need to run after wat He gives to others, cos wat He has given to me is more than enuf to handle wat He has called me to do. hahahaha. such a simple truth, but yet... well, tat's why i need more wisdom ba. haha. :)
well, there's much much more... like wat darlene said abt worshipping in spirit n in truth... tat realli realli touched me a lot. n also abt worship. gosh, i received so much MORE technical know-hows abt worship. wat it means blibically, n how do we as christians now do worship, in spirit n in truth. of gosh. lovely. just builds upon e book tat gibs lent me. so coolz!! :) n much much more. oh gosh... i just love wat e word says!! n it's so cool to get all these revelations. well, Lord, i believe e vision You gave me, but heck, i'm gg to enjoy tis journey, not just e outcome. hallelujah.
:)
i feel as thou i'm a changed man. can't believe it. it's just so cool to be His child!!! yippee!!
well, gtg now...
shalom
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