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fishing
went fishing wif ian on tues, n realli realli enjoyed myself. i managed to catch something!! yay!!
tis is e first time i caught anything inland... e others were all offshore fishing... in boats or in kelongs. so yup. quite happy.
couldn't say tat abt ian thou... he was realli pissed. n in a real foul mood. maybe it's becos of e fact he din catch anything... maybe it's becos of e fact tat we both smelled like rotten fish. maybe it's e fact tat it rained e whole morning n early afternoon, making it hard to fish. maybe it's becos THREE fishes escaped from him.well, realli felt pity for him then, cos he realli was looking so much towards catching a fish... well, Lord i pray tat You will give ian MANY MANY fishes next week k!!! MANY MANY MANY fishes!! everyone say amen!!!
yeah!! :p
hahahaha.
okok, here's a small revelation to share wif u guys k?? it was halfway into fishing when i got it. heehee. i was thinking of all e verses n e significance of fishes in e bible... n then HS prompted me to re-think abt e 5 loaves 2 fishes part. i got reminded tat '2' is e number symbolising 'witness', which to me, means e HS. cos He's our witness mah. well, then He reminded me of e verse, when 2 or 3 agree, it shall be done. n then i caught it!! e fact tat Jesus n e Father has already agreed on our blessings(hence e loaves n fishes) n we just need to agree!!
so many times, i asked Him... give me a revelation leh... n biblical reference to back up also lah...(ya, i talk like tat to Daddy. e ah beng in me is accepted. muahahaha.) why issit tat ppl get blessed when they r not worried?? why issit tat ppl, when distracted by their fears n worries never receive wat they want in tat area??
in e 1st case, it's becos e Father n Son has already agreed!! e NEW covenant has already been cut. hebrews 8. :) n tat's why some ppl r blessed left right center when they din even ask abt for e blessings. cos it has been decided to be given unto them by 2 liao ah!! hee.
n in e 2nd case, it's not tat e Father n Son din agree. they did. but fruits r borne ON e branch. n if e branch is dried up n wilting on e inside due to fear, then how can e fruits come forth?? n plainly put, e Lord doesn't want us to be distracted by some 'good' things tat we want, cos He knows first n foremost e 'good' things will only destroy us. be it wealth, or love in another form, or anything tat's from e world-point-of-view, good. He wants us to concentrate on looking to Him, n then all these things shall be added unto us.
well, recently, i have realli been put to e test in regards to e peace n rest issue. many areas of my life has been turned upside down, inside out. well, being 'human', i stumble n fall, trip n fumble. but well, praise God. i fall in e true ark. n through my many humps n bumps, i realise tat His faith is so true. He always came down to my level to cushion my fall, to pick me up again, n realli lift me up into high places. anyway, i realised tat thru all e wind n e waves, He has brought me to a whole new height. a place i never was before. it's a 'knowing' of 'how to' do certain things. a certain 'wisdom' tat's not of my own, tat discerns n acknowledges. can't realli describe it n put it into words. but somehow, it's e same 'knowing' n peace as when i pray in tongues, or when i know tat i got a revelation from Him. it's just so wonderful.
not too long ago, i prayed tat i wanted to see more of wat's happening in His kingdom. n woah... was i wowed. seeing Jerusalem getting saved bit by bit BY THE DAY is one thing, seeing another pastor coming from another part of e world preaching e EXACT same truth as pastor prince, FROM E BIBLE, is another. woah. woah woah woah... amazing. n also e fact tat God is moving in so so so many countries. africa, europe. oh europe... Lord, bless pastor aarge's church!! give them blessings tat will put all those doubters n prosecutors tat beyond a shadow of a doubt tat it's YOU who's in charge of his church's growth n tat YOU are in his messages n preaching. hallelujah!! ok, back back... realised tat God is very dominant in many parts or e world too. south korea, australia, america, n e great revival tat's now sweeping asia n especially china. china!! oh gosh, i pray tat it will become a christian country soon! muahahaha!! gosh, it's e country wif e largest population n i just can't wait to see it transformed under His grace. wahahaha. n may e message of grace n righteousness spread thru many more nations n raise more Davids in His name!!! davids tat sing of His grace, davids tat praise Him for His righteousness gift. hallelujah... :) so happy!! yeah!!
n well, just came back from choir prac, where wendy was 'preaching' once again, abt how we should come back to e simplicity of it all - God's love for us. everything is actually so simple n easy. God's ways r meant to be like tat. we tend to complicate things. somehow it's a system, being taught to man since we were kids, tat's most irritating. anyway... e things of God r simple. grace is simple. it's undeserved favor!!! how hard is tat?!?! righteousness is simple. it's a gift?!?! how hard is it to receive a gift?!?! kk... unless u r a chinese... then tat's different. u gotta act paiseh n 'reject' it first... then stretch out ur hand, take it(still acting paiseh), then say thank you(STILL acting paiseh) n then in a way, 'pay back' to them. :p sounds familiar eh?? :p but well, e things of God IS simple. it's just to believe tat God is THAT good, n receive. Daddy loves you so much, tat ALL of heaven was poured out to you e day you called His Son your Saviour. e moment u were saved, u were given e keys to heavens' storerooms. so shiok rite?!?! muahahahaha.
well, live n enjoy n soak n be immensed... in all the blessings of God, tat He has purchased for u thru His Son's death n resurrection.
shalom
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