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i'm a busybody, who can't even handle myself.
hmmm... someone just told me tat straight in e face.
"told me before that u are someone that cant make up ur mind...or handle ur own problems....so...errm..dun care about others people problems first"
being genuinely concerned for tat person makes tat me a busybody??
hmmm...
well, not sad or anything, just a mixture of disappointment, of having my intentions misunderstood, n a little amused.
does it mean tat if a person is unable to handle his own problems, he can't help wif problems for others?? is it HIM in e first place tat handles n gives advice??
n then, another question. becos of e ppl involved, i get e feeling tat tis person who said it meant it in a way whereby i'm caring due to my own selfish reasons. do i seem like tat kind of person tat's scheming?? tat i care only becos of my own selfish intentions?? or am i just being too sensitive??
i know tat i can't handle my problems. n in tis, i'm in need of help. wise counsel anyone??
also... i'm not scheming. but then... why do i seem tat way?
well, Lord... unveil their eyes. :p
n if it's me... show me n change me. i dun wanna be like tat. :(
but well, i can't change myself by myself. praise God i have a HS who will teach me, n be my Standby in my position wif Him. n i can come boldly to His throne room still.
shalom
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