[Thursday, March 02, 2006 . 再一次擁有]

再一次擁有


我想念去年的冬天
下著雪的那一夜
你給的溫柔 緊握的雙手
溫暖整個寒冬

* 失去了曾經的擁有
在你離開以後
帶走了笑容 只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什麼

沒有你的夜特別的漆黑
只能閉上雙眼去感覺
沒有我的夜 誰在你身邊
代替了那個從前*

REPEAT*

能不能再聽一次你說愛我
回到還在你懷裡的時候
能不能讓我 再一次擁有
曾屬於我的溫柔

能不能讓我 再一次擁有
曾屬於我的溫柔


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I miss last year's winter
that night with falling snow
your gentle touch, our hands held tight
the warmth that fills the cold

*I lost wat I used to have
that day when you decided to leave
you took away the laughter, leaving behind only emptiness
and now I don't remember how happiness feels like...

the night only seems darker without you
and I can only close my eyes and imagine
without me by your side, that 'someone' that's by you now
to replace that past that was my own*

repeat *

let me hear it again - the words 'I love you'.
let me feel it again - your warm embrace
can I please... please... have it once again
the gentleness that was once mine

can I please... please... have it once again
the gentleness that was once mine


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k... feeling rather melancholic right now.

not just because of the things that happened recently, like the sunday 'cycling' incident, the most recent 'suaning' incident, the secret-n-not-so-secret admiring n loving going around. wat happened to innocence and purity and friendship tat was built on trust and reliance? wat happened to that brethen-hood that was so strong, tat caused us to stand together in times of hardship and pain? why the sudden mistrust and backstabbing and badmouthing? why the anger and sorrow and anguish? why why why...

then there's other stuff tat's piling up in my life. other things tat i shall not say in this public domain. all i can say is, pray for me, for somehow, the attacks dun seem to be coming alone.

precious brothers being 'mistreated', and being in tat perpetual state of self-approach, Lord, pls help them out of it... help them out of that situation tat seems so dead n lifeless. let Your abundant Life flow thru Lord, despite the obstacles, despite the bitterness. Lord, help ME out of it. my heart I surrender to You...

life decisions to make. good and evil. light and dark. or so it seems. r things ever THAT simple? just a simple line btw correct n wrong, truth n lies? then why do I feel like I'm treading on a thick yellow brick road on this mystical road of oz?

feeling so vulnerable and helpless, like a sheep stranded on a cliff tat's breaking off...

Somebody... save me...

You always come to save.
You always turn the dark to light.
You always love to flaunt
that ability to turn mourning into dancing.

I wait
and I anticipate
for that light to shine
that light tat no darkness can stand
that light tat causes all to bow in worship and adore

I wait
and I anticipate
for that breath to kiss
that breath tat smells of love and warmth
that breath tat is this sweet aroma tat arises from within

I wait
and I anticipate
for that miracle to be
that miracle tat changes all my bad to good
that miracle tat... hey... happened 2000 years ago.

let it be, that all things, be it emotions and thoughts and actions, be subjected to the glory and the worship of You. first in this house where You dwell, before all else around me evolve with this ever-building palace.

from darkness to light
from dread to anticipation
from guilt to right
from fear to faith
from hate to love
from hideousness to beauty
from lack to wholeness

from me to You


shalom


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