-----------------------------------------------------------k... feeling rather melancholic right now.
not just because of the things that happened recently, like the sunday 'cycling' incident, the most recent 'suaning' incident, the secret-n-not-so-secret admiring n loving going around. wat happened to innocence and purity and friendship tat was built on trust and reliance? wat happened to that brethen-hood that was so strong, tat caused us to stand together in times of hardship and pain? why the sudden mistrust and backstabbing and badmouthing? why the anger and sorrow and anguish? why why why...
then there's other stuff tat's piling up in my life. other things tat i shall not say in this public domain. all i can say is, pray for me, for somehow, the attacks dun seem to be coming alone.
precious brothers being 'mistreated', and being in tat perpetual state of self-approach, Lord, pls help them out of it... help them out of that situation tat seems so dead n lifeless. let Your abundant Life flow thru Lord, despite the obstacles, despite the bitterness. Lord, help ME out of it. my heart I surrender to You...